Neko

10/12/25...

today (technically yesterday since this is being written at 1 am) was pretty interesting. watched two movies with friends on call. the first alien movie and skinamarink.

alien was pretty interesting. h.r. geiger has a big fascination with sex and phallic shaped things it seems. looking at concept art was also pretty interesting. it would be funny if they went with the more penis-like look for the xenomorph. the facehugger concept also looks way more like a dick. huge balls too. interesting.

ive technically already seen skinamarink but i think that was back in 2022 when it originally came out. pretty brutal to say the least. i feel pretty bad for those kids. i wont spoil anything. it is one of those movies where people either hate it or love it. im the one who loves it. purely because theres a shit ton of suspense and interpretation. and also only a few well timed jumpscares. toby (friend) got spooked pretty bad at that phone scene. had a few laughs and had to watch jerma compilations to calm down after. a cleanse, if you will.

also did some crafting the way before and today. made a big geometric sackboy. it almost looks like a ps1 graphic.

 

then i made a cute little danbo. hes originally from some manga but i guess got adopted as amazon japans mascot. hes also moveable. you can turn his head and his arms. he can walk too. totally worth it. toro inoue and kuro are next to craft.

 

 

10/8/25...

neocities sucks balls sometimes. i had to go through a whole entire page just to find one little error. oh well.

anyway ive been on a huge crafting craze. made a bunch of these 3d paper dolls, mostly of ranfren characters. i even made the little randal a coffin so he can sleep and nap. i only did it so he wouldnt grow into his real size and eat my innards at night. i might make him a chip bag next so he doesnt get tempted.

jokes aside i also have been working on possibly trying the commission world. i cant say i feel like im at expert level yet, which is why i havent started yet. that and i dont have my paypal set up yet. it helps to have artist friends who already do that kind of thing and know how to help.

also my heart has been palpitating like crazy. dunno what that could mean but i hope it doesnt stop beating. id like to stay alive thanks.

music wise im delving into different things aside from my usual emo stuff. vocaloid is cool.

also men are on the mind but thats the norm.